FREAKING PISSED NOW.
WTF DO ALL OF U THINK YOU AH!!!!!!!!!
EWIRHEWUIHRJWEHRJWEHRWEHRJWEKRHWEJKRH
WTFFFFFFFF

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gosh
things are really all over the place at home now
after church, all of us went to the airport \to have lunch and send mila off.
went to walk walk, pretty nice time
and then when it was time for her to check in
kinda painful but yeah
after that we went home
she called afterwards, saying flight was delayed until 4.30, prbly due to the rain
and e ppl asked her to go eat, cause it would be free of charge
(they didnt give vouchers weirdly)
and then she called at 3.45
telling us that when she went back, they told her e plane had taken off
erthejtnertjrtn
and her freaing lugguage is still inside
apparently, the airline said they paiged for her
but when we were there earlier, we were saying that the person paiging should be sacked cause it was so muffled.
so my maid has to buy a new ticket
which cost bout a million rupiahs or sth
and she has no money in her prepaid card to call her brother
who's waiting for her at indonesia since 5am.

dang
i'm damn worried for her
only thing i can do is to pray for her.
gosh how i hate goodbyes
:(

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hmmm
i just feel so...
drained
with all this hml chaos around me
i dont really know when can i ever take a break
since rts are coming up

i dont even know whether i want a break
cause something in my mind would be telling me i'm slacking
while others are working their ass off

this was what happened when we were playing so much before school actually started

and with all these crazy hectic academic-sh stuff
theres the emotional side of school now

someone asked me if i regretted coming into ip
i honestly said yes
cause i'm sick of handling all this class bonding class conflict crap

but i guess this is the real world huh
no point living in a bubble just cause i wanna avoid all of this mess
i dont know man
and to think about how badly i had wanted to come here
dang

i guess i'll have to pray that i'll be fine
haii.

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GAH.
i'm sick again
werrbhwehjrbejhrbwejhrbhwejrberhbrhje
3rd time in the year!
=////

eurgh
sunffed up nose, sore throat and fever
:(

went home after chinese
haha almost freezed to death on the bus
went home
auntie was so nice
cause i didnt have appetite
so she was scared i would suffer from side effects of medicine on empty stomach
so she cooked plain noodles (only thing i could eat)
and she added egg prawns and fishcake
cause she scared too bland
so nice right!
haha but she leaving in 2 weeks time
siggghhhh

anyways
i just woke up from a 4 hour nap
shiokk
:)))
but my faver hasnt subsided
not shiok
:((((

haha
anyways
these days have been quite...dull
i think i'm losing my motivation to do hw cause everythings not filed up
which we reminds me i gotta start bring back e files otherwise friday beng alrd

haha
kk gotta go off now
tah/


if they're not against you, they're for you. dont condemn.
geesh gota remember this man

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okay pardon for the post below
just really upset at a certain person
i'm not emo or pms-sing or wtv
i'm just really pissed
:(

okay
i thought i was mean at first but wth man
why do u act so righteous
like you know your morals
then you start going back on you word

i dont know
how you can change so easily, how fickle you can actually be
all the friends around you shape the way you think?
the way you behave?
come on
who are you living for
yeah like what she said
you're pathetic

we've tried explaining ourselves
you sounded like you understood, even wanted to help us
yeah, great acting there.

and now you come telling us that we're the ones making u feel awkward
bullsh*t i tell you
and now you're just hopping around
claiming that certain people are your true friends
i dont know whether they truly are
or you're just trying so damn hard to fit in

all of us, or me at least
thought you were a really true friend
someone whom we could trust
but thanks alot
now whatever we tell you flies around to different people
COME ON
who was the person who agreed oh so enthusiastically that "all matters should be kept behind closed doors"
you're a damn freaking hypocrite

i dont know how you can just say all of these crappy stuff behind our backs
and act like an angel the next day
i dont know where your morals are
is this what you call being nice?
i call this being an asshole behind someones back and not having the guts to face him

i dont even know why i'm getting pissed over this
it's not even worth my time
i'm just sick of your stupid hypocritical attitude
i dont even think i can treat you as a friend now

guess you're just not transparent enough huh

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heyyo
havent updated in a really long time
hmm
just went to the let haiti sing again concert ytd
really good one
hmm seeing all the pics
hearing all the screams through the videos
really touched me
even though it's really faraway place from here
it's still nice to knw that so many people here still care
haaiii

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eruhtuiertkjnrjetrhuet week 3's over
but i dont even feel glad cause next weeks a whole lotta worse
:(
have to chiong physics assignment, math extensions, chinese hw crap and physics revision today
and tomorrow theres geog and somemore physics
:(
jhjerhewjrn
and i have some golf dinner today
dont even know whether i should go man
gosh i need to go back doing my work
haha
anyways
tah/ :)

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